Friday, August 22, 2014
The Holy Trinity: The Family Unit
God is Love and Love's greatest manifestation is in the CHILD born of a Righteous, Whole family. Family is the foundation of civilization. Broken families are uncivilized, savage. The BLACK Family unit IS the Origin of Humanity itself. The Holy Trinity is Woman, Man, and Baby. The "Holy Spirit" is WOMB/WOMAN called Shekinah-Sofia in the Bible to this day! The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit is really Yahweh/God, Yashua/Jesus, and Shekinah-Sofia or Mary, also known in Her ancient name as Auset/Isis, the Original African Mother. We as a society, especially in the West, of any race, need to rebuild the community and indeed heal the world as a whole by rebuilding the Family Unit, giving our children Mothers AND Fathers who stay together in committed, real relationships. This is the new era where it is "acceptable" and even "desired" by some blind fools to be the "side chick", "side piece" or tolerate "open relationships", promiscuity, and NONCOMMITTAL sexual unions. This destroys our Human Divinity and is NOT in God's vision of Whole, Supreme Love. Children are broken when their parenthood is broken. Mother-Father-Son and no other. This is NOT meant to be a homophobic statement (I believe true Love CAN be expressed between the same sexes, with sometimes more tenderness and committment than "hetero" relationships), NOR a bashing of single mothers or fathers. It is a prayer that in the future we would be WISER and desire wholeness for ourselves and our progeny. Oshun's highest blessing is children. Oshun is stereotyped as a sexual woman, a lover, a coquette. She is, yet her GREATEST role is The Great Mother "Ore Yeye O!" She desires to manifest Love in the world in all forms, not merely romantic/sexual love, as is commonly and erroneously believed: Oshun creates romantic love to OPEN THE WAY for childbirth because parenthood IS the Ultimate Love. #ProLife
Oshun Teaches: The Beauty, Privilege and Honor of Being A Wife
I deserve his adornments and he deserves mine. He is devoted and true, protective and supportive, not because I am to him, but because he WANTS to be. Love truly, not out of obligation or necessity.
"I am my Beloved's and His desire is for me" Song of Solomon/Song of Songs 7:10
"He who finds a Wife finds a Good Thing and obtains Favor from the Lord" Proverbs 18:22
Because I have earned my position as a wife according to Divine Principles, displaying Supreme Trust and Love, I have earned the exclusivity of his adoration and faithfulness. I do not have to receive validation from hundreds of other men seeing my treasures: they are for him and him only that has earned it, likewise, by stepping up and doing his rightful duty towards me as a husband. I don't need the world to know the beautiful curves of my fertile landscapes or to feel and behold the softness of my unblemished skin: these delicacies are for him to dream and appreciate above all others-- for HE submits to ME as much as I submit to him, and that's what real reciprocal Love in Divine Marriage is about: mutual respect and faithfulness.
I Peter 3: 1 Wives, likewise, be submissive to your own husbands, that even if some do not obey the word, they, without a word, may be won by the conduct of their wives, 2 when they observe your chaste conduct accompanied by reverence. 3 Do not let your adornment be merely outward—arranging the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel— 4 rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God.
For those too profane, read it three times for understanding This is not only the Biblical way, it is the Oshun way, as the true Divine Wife must be. They often get Oshun "twisted" and slander Her as promiscuous but Her charms are for Her Divine King. Read the Odu AND the Scripture, gain the WHOLE truth from ALL sources.
"I am my Beloved's and His desire is for me" Song of Solomon/Song of Songs 7:10
"He who finds a Wife finds a Good Thing and obtains Favor from the Lord" Proverbs 18:22
Because I have earned my position as a wife according to Divine Principles, displaying Supreme Trust and Love, I have earned the exclusivity of his adoration and faithfulness. I do not have to receive validation from hundreds of other men seeing my treasures: they are for him and him only that has earned it, likewise, by stepping up and doing his rightful duty towards me as a husband. I don't need the world to know the beautiful curves of my fertile landscapes or to feel and behold the softness of my unblemished skin: these delicacies are for him to dream and appreciate above all others-- for HE submits to ME as much as I submit to him, and that's what real reciprocal Love in Divine Marriage is about: mutual respect and faithfulness.
I Peter 3: 1 Wives, likewise, be submissive to your own husbands, that even if some do not obey the word, they, without a word, may be won by the conduct of their wives, 2 when they observe your chaste conduct accompanied by reverence. 3 Do not let your adornment be merely outward—arranging the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel— 4 rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God.
For those too profane, read it three times for understanding This is not only the Biblical way, it is the Oshun way, as the true Divine Wife must be. They often get Oshun "twisted" and slander Her as promiscuous but Her charms are for Her Divine King. Read the Odu AND the Scripture, gain the WHOLE truth from ALL sources.
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Feminine Strength in Surrender: Being Present, Being a Warrior of Sensuality
A woman watches. A woman is a subtle hunter. The True Temptress is the True Huntress. Did you know thousands of years ago men were not the hunters in society—women were.
the beautiful, powerful Body Scientist Makeda Voletta speaks often about indigenous Women hunters....
Why is this? Women have a unique proclivity towards stillness and surrender to spirit as well as subtle energies. This is why in churches, mosques, and temples, women far outnumber men. Women are more fluid, emotional, and spiritual. The woman’s essence, known across all cultures and tribes, is water—most commonly referred to as yin. The male fire is Yang. Women represent coolness which is the true key to femininity. Allow yourself to receive and give service. [distinguish submission from surrender and service from slavery…e.g. Mary Magdalene]
Presentness, allowing yourself to just Be. That is the true art of femininity.
A man loves a woman just Being. When you’re not worried about being the active (read: HOT, aggressive) energy of performing for a man, trying to get his attention, you are your most womanly self. Don’t worry about whether your hair flips enough or whether your hips sway hard enough to switch—men notice this though they’ll never tell you. As a woman who has always had more male friends than female friends, I’ve gleaned into the secret mind of men. Men look, not for the super booty-jiggling, ground shaking Switch, but for a woman’s natural walk. That “Naomi Campbell Walk” or Beyonce’s Sasha Fierce strut? Wonderful, empowering, yes indeed. But it’s more for show, for exaggeration more for us—other females—really, to remind us of our femininity through hyperfeminine display.
Exaggerration itself is a form of boasting. It too means to “make bigger” and to try to make something bigger or yourself bigger is a masculine aptitude. Notice men always seem to live by the phrase “bigger is better”—bigger cars, bigger buildings, bigger penises, bigger hamburgers….for women the phrase should be “smaller is better” and smaller taken to mean More Humble. Humility and Compassion are women’s true virtues and abilities that men struggle to cultivate while these maternal instincts are in us naturally, automatically. A woman naturally feels no need to boast or scramble for attention with grand gestures—a true woman (proverbs 31) does without asking acknowledgement because a true woman in her true nature, will receive praise from everyone around her. Because a woman is the true glue that holds a relationship, a family, a community, together. She is the one who prays, who dreams, who creates, who cleans, who nourishes through delicious and healing foods, who brings everything in harmony by keeping an organized home and sweeping away demons and negative, stale energies with a sweet song or deep humming.
Back to Being. Have you ever noticed for centuries artists, painters, and photographers have many more pictures of women than men? More than that, artists much more often portray women fluid rather than contrived. This means you’ll more likely find a picture of a woman just sitting, muscles relaxed, staring into a ray of sunlight on a green lawn, or playing with a parasol, or lying—languishing—on a bed of crisp white sheets a la Marilyn Monroe. Men, on the other hand, are depicted in a fantasy scenario of war or fighting or jumping, running, something strenuous, highly active.
Just as a river is not completely still or frozen, a woman is not cold or stagnant. On the contrary a woman is warm, deep, and constantly curving, changing subtly, trickling, bubbling. But the activity of a man to a woman is the difference between a wolf chasing and biting at your heels to a dog gently licking your palm. They are both in motion, acting, but to two very diverse degrees.
The man’s energy is active….activity produces manifestation. The woman’s energy is potential and potentially expanding with appropriate stimulus: hence the sperm’s “activation”, germination, or fertilization of the woman’s egg which [potentially] already carries all the necessary information and encoding necessary for the human being and soul soon to be conceived and birthed.
This is why the white tigress takes that masculine energy into her—first by coyly activating it through her fluid feminine energy—by raising up the man’s sexual energy by keeping him in constant arousal (and, by virtue of her performing oral on him, leaving him free and surrendered where he won’t be performing as he would when moving inside a woman’s yoni) and delaying his gratification by delaying orgasm again and again, giving it more built up power and then directing it upon his orgasmic release into the manifestation of frequency elevation. This is why the white tigress does not “waste” her energy by engaging in intercourse with man—because, by allowing the male to enter her yoni and manipulating it, a complex exchange of energy transpires which still requires an exertion of the woman’s energy and in the wrong hands or the wrong man cause a woman to feel “drained” by the men in her life who use her energy consciously or unconsciously, using her “shining”* [beloved reference and quote]…the white tigress sucks his energy and directs it like a funnel into the universe or within her body to nourish the aura and essentially leave the physical more youthful or vibrant (because, essentially, as one ages, the deterioration of mind and body through the ravages of environment, pollution, and stress, manifest in wrinkles or sagging or even memory lapses and the like—all of this comes essentially from years of energy drainage and lack of circulation of electricity or ashe that is vital to our physical form and mirrors the lack of spiritual electricity in our auric bodies and the increased dulling of our glowing, our light which is the higher frequency of love. [again Beloved’s shining and Oshun’s gold…alchemy of the “old man” to the “spirit man” of white light or the “heart of gold”…white gold, etherium gold]
Why is this? Women have a unique proclivity towards stillness and surrender to spirit as well as subtle energies. This is why in churches, mosques, and temples, women far outnumber men. Women are more fluid, emotional, and spiritual. The woman’s essence, known across all cultures and tribes, is water—most commonly referred to as yin. The male fire is Yang. Women represent coolness which is the true key to femininity. Allow yourself to receive and give service. [distinguish submission from surrender and service from slavery…e.g. Mary Magdalene]
Presentness, allowing yourself to just Be. That is the true art of femininity.
A man loves a woman just Being. When you’re not worried about being the active (read: HOT, aggressive) energy of performing for a man, trying to get his attention, you are your most womanly self. Don’t worry about whether your hair flips enough or whether your hips sway hard enough to switch—men notice this though they’ll never tell you. As a woman who has always had more male friends than female friends, I’ve gleaned into the secret mind of men. Men look, not for the super booty-jiggling, ground shaking Switch, but for a woman’s natural walk. That “Naomi Campbell Walk” or Beyonce’s Sasha Fierce strut? Wonderful, empowering, yes indeed. But it’s more for show, for exaggeration more for us—other females—really, to remind us of our femininity through hyperfeminine display.
Exaggerration itself is a form of boasting. It too means to “make bigger” and to try to make something bigger or yourself bigger is a masculine aptitude. Notice men always seem to live by the phrase “bigger is better”—bigger cars, bigger buildings, bigger penises, bigger hamburgers….for women the phrase should be “smaller is better” and smaller taken to mean More Humble. Humility and Compassion are women’s true virtues and abilities that men struggle to cultivate while these maternal instincts are in us naturally, automatically. A woman naturally feels no need to boast or scramble for attention with grand gestures—a true woman (proverbs 31) does without asking acknowledgement because a true woman in her true nature, will receive praise from everyone around her. Because a woman is the true glue that holds a relationship, a family, a community, together. She is the one who prays, who dreams, who creates, who cleans, who nourishes through delicious and healing foods, who brings everything in harmony by keeping an organized home and sweeping away demons and negative, stale energies with a sweet song or deep humming.
Back to Being. Have you ever noticed for centuries artists, painters, and photographers have many more pictures of women than men? More than that, artists much more often portray women fluid rather than contrived. This means you’ll more likely find a picture of a woman just sitting, muscles relaxed, staring into a ray of sunlight on a green lawn, or playing with a parasol, or lying—languishing—on a bed of crisp white sheets a la Marilyn Monroe. Men, on the other hand, are depicted in a fantasy scenario of war or fighting or jumping, running, something strenuous, highly active.
Just as a river is not completely still or frozen, a woman is not cold or stagnant. On the contrary a woman is warm, deep, and constantly curving, changing subtly, trickling, bubbling. But the activity of a man to a woman is the difference between a wolf chasing and biting at your heels to a dog gently licking your palm. They are both in motion, acting, but to two very diverse degrees.
The man’s energy is active….activity produces manifestation. The woman’s energy is potential and potentially expanding with appropriate stimulus: hence the sperm’s “activation”, germination, or fertilization of the woman’s egg which [potentially] already carries all the necessary information and encoding necessary for the human being and soul soon to be conceived and birthed.
This is why the white tigress takes that masculine energy into her—first by coyly activating it through her fluid feminine energy—by raising up the man’s sexual energy by keeping him in constant arousal (and, by virtue of her performing oral on him, leaving him free and surrendered where he won’t be performing as he would when moving inside a woman’s yoni) and delaying his gratification by delaying orgasm again and again, giving it more built up power and then directing it upon his orgasmic release into the manifestation of frequency elevation. This is why the white tigress does not “waste” her energy by engaging in intercourse with man—because, by allowing the male to enter her yoni and manipulating it, a complex exchange of energy transpires which still requires an exertion of the woman’s energy and in the wrong hands or the wrong man cause a woman to feel “drained” by the men in her life who use her energy consciously or unconsciously, using her “shining”* [beloved reference and quote]…the white tigress sucks his energy and directs it like a funnel into the universe or within her body to nourish the aura and essentially leave the physical more youthful or vibrant (because, essentially, as one ages, the deterioration of mind and body through the ravages of environment, pollution, and stress, manifest in wrinkles or sagging or even memory lapses and the like—all of this comes essentially from years of energy drainage and lack of circulation of electricity or ashe that is vital to our physical form and mirrors the lack of spiritual electricity in our auric bodies and the increased dulling of our glowing, our light which is the higher frequency of love. [again Beloved’s shining and Oshun’s gold…alchemy of the “old man” to the “spirit man” of white light or the “heart of gold”…white gold, etherium gold]
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Scandal, Red Letter Day, and Scarlet Women, Scarlet Letters
Indecency is a thing of measure, a thing of relativity, as is scandal. The sacred and profane are no one’s to define or distinguish. There are such things as violations of energetic laws, rather than Laws of Man or even Laws of God; there are transgressions of universal laws, such as Gravity. Many wish to fly and never to fall.
Transgressors are those who would take a life in its abundance of energy, breath and blood, and would dare to believe their own life will not someday surely be taken in kind. Some talk about “sin”, when it is in actuality one’s refusal in any given moment to be controlled or dominated by fear— fear of a deception given the name God, fear of an authoritative system or tyrannical government, or fear of loss of one’s own control. Self Accountability is the highest Grace, and that is one’s Salvation. Salvation comes when one does not harm another or themselves, when one truly Loves another as well as Oneself, not because they fear the illusion of a hell or external punishment but because they cultivate the God of Compassion and the Nurturing Mother of Nature within themselves.
Salvation is not found groveling as a slave at the feet of a butcher, grotesquely spilling His alleged Son’s blood over masses of the unthinking, the unquestioning. Salvation instead is found in the bosom of the Mother within that crowns us all with royalty, showing us the mirror that reflects our most glorious selves and sweetly admonishes not to shed the blood of any, because the bloodshed of one’s brother is one’s own bloodshed. True Life-Giving Spirituality is found where a Mother comforts and reassures us we are beautiful and powerful; True damnation-dealing Religion is found cowering before a sadistic, castrated and vehement “father” that curses us and makes us believe we are dirty, guilty, and weak.
Transgressors are those who would take a life in its abundance of energy, breath and blood, and would dare to believe their own life will not someday surely be taken in kind. Some talk about “sin”, when it is in actuality one’s refusal in any given moment to be controlled or dominated by fear— fear of a deception given the name God, fear of an authoritative system or tyrannical government, or fear of loss of one’s own control. Self Accountability is the highest Grace, and that is one’s Salvation. Salvation comes when one does not harm another or themselves, when one truly Loves another as well as Oneself, not because they fear the illusion of a hell or external punishment but because they cultivate the God of Compassion and the Nurturing Mother of Nature within themselves.
Salvation is not found groveling as a slave at the feet of a butcher, grotesquely spilling His alleged Son’s blood over masses of the unthinking, the unquestioning. Salvation instead is found in the bosom of the Mother within that crowns us all with royalty, showing us the mirror that reflects our most glorious selves and sweetly admonishes not to shed the blood of any, because the bloodshed of one’s brother is one’s own bloodshed. True Life-Giving Spirituality is found where a Mother comforts and reassures us we are beautiful and powerful; True damnation-dealing Religion is found cowering before a sadistic, castrated and vehement “father” that curses us and makes us believe we are dirty, guilty, and weak.
You got me Wide Open....
"Sweet Love/got me callin' out your name/ and I feel no shame..."
--Anita Baker
Being a mother, there's alot I learn from my children, lessons of reflection in which a mother recognizes her misdeeds through her children. When we were young our mothers would say "aight now, your child's gon end up being that way with you"...and we didn't believe it. Ha ha.
Also lessons of freedom--ecstasy at just one's toes being touched, boundless laughter incited by the wiggling of a nose, waking up smiling every morning for no particular reason, not caring or worrying about anything, immediately and contentedly adaptable, completely without judgement. If my child does not shame me, what makes me think my ancestors are ashamed of me? Live your life in ways that make your children proud and your ancestors will be proud.
Children teach us a great deal of things about fearlessness: Yesterday I watched my adventurous, acrobatic, always laughing daughter fall off the bed. She cried more out of being startled at the actual fall than really hurt by it. After I smiled at her, she smiled back as if she’d never been hurt.
Our hearts must be just as the child: open, without fear or expectation of hurt. We must Love as if we’ve never been hurt before, treat each new person we meet by the virtue of their first impression, not making assumptions based on what other people did or how they behaved previously. Jesus implores us in the Bible to be “child-like”. This, mind you, is not to be understood, interpreted, or considered the same as childish, rather trusting, open, loving, as children are. The Heart Open to Love again and again, no matter how much it has beeen hurt or how many times stabbed, this is the true Mystery of Christ's and Mary's Sacred Heart burning.
Babies, with their fatty, flexible, pliable bodies, surprisingly are proven get hurt less because they don’t expect to. Simple as that. As human, the more we grow “older”, the more we program ourselves to fear: meaning, as we get older, because we have felt the pain of getting a scraped knee or the sting of a slap, we build up more body armoring (see: Kinsey and Dr. Wilhelm Reich) subconsciously that causes us to withdraw to ever so miniscule degrees. A baby, fresh into the world, we must remember, has never felt anything before. Everything is new. Every sensation is its first time. So babies do not expect to fall, they don’t expect to be rejected, to fail, they never expect you to drop them or hurt them.
When you expect a blow or a sensation of pain, you tense up automatically. Psychological studies have proven that many times the mind sends messages to the body of sensations of pain before a person actually comes into contact with the object supposed to hurt it! Did you know the brain may trick you into feeling the prick of a needle at the doctor’s office before it even breaks the skin, especially if you are particularly and obsessively terrified by it? It is the same even for many women during sex who have been abused, molested, and had rough, painful intercourse with men before: their bodies and wombs clench up and body amouring occurs wherein orgasm and healing is never achieved. If we relax and be open, that is the child-like way to find Ecstasy. There are many love songs that proclaim “Girl, you got me open” “boy, my nose wide open”…..notice these terms describe that sense of letting go that is so fundamental to Oshun’s Love and Her flowing, watery, feminine nature. Being Open is so vital, opening up to achieve orgasm, that many tantric teachers admonish men to massage a woman for hours before intercourse just to loosen the muscles from literally years of unconscious, unacknowledged tension all over the body and in the womb.
When women come into sexual union with their Divine Mates, if he is truly your King-Man to respect and honor you and understands your history of abuse, ladies be not afraid to open yourself to him completely like the blooming flower. That’s the thing: true sex and orgasm is made Divine between two REAL, trusting partners in a state of Heart-led connecting and understanding. However, most men and women these days engage in casual sex with strangers they can’t trust and therefore cheat themselves. When you find a man that is worthy and has shown you true affection and you know after time tried and tested that you can trust him, that is the time you will be ready to engage in Sacred Lovemaking with him and not a moment before. SO many women rush into sharing their bodies with vultures, swine, dogs, and vampires of men who drain and degrade them without taking the time to know them. Women must realize it is okay to be alone, it is even okay to explore your own body alone in Ecstatic Self-Pleasure until you have properly found and tested the Right Mate. Don’t feel so “horny” or so anxious for sex that you say “girl, I just got to have it” and just go out and give it up to the first man that winks your way. Pamper and love YOURSELF even if it is weeks or months you may be getting to know a gentleman. Perform your sacred bath rituals, meditations, orgasmic yoga, self touch and self massage rituals, or go out to a spa, go shopping, all of the things that make you feel like the Queen you are with no one else around. While you have been busy giving all this love to yourself, you have also shown the man you are getting to know how much you are worth and how much love you deserve. Then, after patience, you can comfortably and openly trust him to engage in Sacred Lovemaking when he has finally shown himself worthy through courtship and you have gotten to know your own body enough to know how to teach him what pleases you. And you can be sure that when you finally do Open to him, you will have that fullness of child-like, Open Love that will enable you to trust him just as if no man had ever hurt you before.
--Anita Baker
Being a mother, there's alot I learn from my children, lessons of reflection in which a mother recognizes her misdeeds through her children. When we were young our mothers would say "aight now, your child's gon end up being that way with you"...and we didn't believe it. Ha ha.
Also lessons of freedom--ecstasy at just one's toes being touched, boundless laughter incited by the wiggling of a nose, waking up smiling every morning for no particular reason, not caring or worrying about anything, immediately and contentedly adaptable, completely without judgement. If my child does not shame me, what makes me think my ancestors are ashamed of me? Live your life in ways that make your children proud and your ancestors will be proud.
Children teach us a great deal of things about fearlessness: Yesterday I watched my adventurous, acrobatic, always laughing daughter fall off the bed. She cried more out of being startled at the actual fall than really hurt by it. After I smiled at her, she smiled back as if she’d never been hurt.
Our hearts must be just as the child: open, without fear or expectation of hurt. We must Love as if we’ve never been hurt before, treat each new person we meet by the virtue of their first impression, not making assumptions based on what other people did or how they behaved previously. Jesus implores us in the Bible to be “child-like”. This, mind you, is not to be understood, interpreted, or considered the same as childish, rather trusting, open, loving, as children are. The Heart Open to Love again and again, no matter how much it has beeen hurt or how many times stabbed, this is the true Mystery of Christ's and Mary's Sacred Heart burning.
Babies, with their fatty, flexible, pliable bodies, surprisingly are proven get hurt less because they don’t expect to. Simple as that. As human, the more we grow “older”, the more we program ourselves to fear: meaning, as we get older, because we have felt the pain of getting a scraped knee or the sting of a slap, we build up more body armoring (see: Kinsey and Dr. Wilhelm Reich) subconsciously that causes us to withdraw to ever so miniscule degrees. A baby, fresh into the world, we must remember, has never felt anything before. Everything is new. Every sensation is its first time. So babies do not expect to fall, they don’t expect to be rejected, to fail, they never expect you to drop them or hurt them.
When you expect a blow or a sensation of pain, you tense up automatically. Psychological studies have proven that many times the mind sends messages to the body of sensations of pain before a person actually comes into contact with the object supposed to hurt it! Did you know the brain may trick you into feeling the prick of a needle at the doctor’s office before it even breaks the skin, especially if you are particularly and obsessively terrified by it? It is the same even for many women during sex who have been abused, molested, and had rough, painful intercourse with men before: their bodies and wombs clench up and body amouring occurs wherein orgasm and healing is never achieved. If we relax and be open, that is the child-like way to find Ecstasy. There are many love songs that proclaim “Girl, you got me open” “boy, my nose wide open”…..notice these terms describe that sense of letting go that is so fundamental to Oshun’s Love and Her flowing, watery, feminine nature. Being Open is so vital, opening up to achieve orgasm, that many tantric teachers admonish men to massage a woman for hours before intercourse just to loosen the muscles from literally years of unconscious, unacknowledged tension all over the body and in the womb.
When women come into sexual union with their Divine Mates, if he is truly your King-Man to respect and honor you and understands your history of abuse, ladies be not afraid to open yourself to him completely like the blooming flower. That’s the thing: true sex and orgasm is made Divine between two REAL, trusting partners in a state of Heart-led connecting and understanding. However, most men and women these days engage in casual sex with strangers they can’t trust and therefore cheat themselves. When you find a man that is worthy and has shown you true affection and you know after time tried and tested that you can trust him, that is the time you will be ready to engage in Sacred Lovemaking with him and not a moment before. SO many women rush into sharing their bodies with vultures, swine, dogs, and vampires of men who drain and degrade them without taking the time to know them. Women must realize it is okay to be alone, it is even okay to explore your own body alone in Ecstatic Self-Pleasure until you have properly found and tested the Right Mate. Don’t feel so “horny” or so anxious for sex that you say “girl, I just got to have it” and just go out and give it up to the first man that winks your way. Pamper and love YOURSELF even if it is weeks or months you may be getting to know a gentleman. Perform your sacred bath rituals, meditations, orgasmic yoga, self touch and self massage rituals, or go out to a spa, go shopping, all of the things that make you feel like the Queen you are with no one else around. While you have been busy giving all this love to yourself, you have also shown the man you are getting to know how much you are worth and how much love you deserve. Then, after patience, you can comfortably and openly trust him to engage in Sacred Lovemaking when he has finally shown himself worthy through courtship and you have gotten to know your own body enough to know how to teach him what pleases you. And you can be sure that when you finally do Open to him, you will have that fullness of child-like, Open Love that will enable you to trust him just as if no man had ever hurt you before.
Thursday, September 5, 2013
The Dehli Woman Prayer and dedication to my fellow Female Virgos
This morning, I watched the BBC program India: A Dangerous Place To Be A Woman.
I wept within the first 5 minutes of the program, feeling unbearably nauseous and feeling my womb literally clench up from the inside. I immediately ran sobbing to my Oshun shrine, praying for the healing of this woman, for even Frida Kahlo, raped by that rail; for Karrine "lubricated with soap", for Marilyn, raped by the same doctor who aborted her babies and sterilized her; for Harriet Jacobs; for Aileen Wuornos; for Teena Brandon....for all women raped, defiled, tortured, impaled, for all those tender strong legs ripped open, all those cut and bruised knees cocked up at 45 degree angles in straps, stirrups, and ropes like animals, propped up on exam tables, hospital beds, jail cots, even diabolical altars....Glass Table Girls...
"behind closed doors they get poles so rigid"
"they put a car jack inside her..."
Men, with their juvenile destructive fascination with sticking things in holes...
I wept and asked, "Oshun, is that not why you exist? To stop things like this?"
and She told me very clearly:
No. Not to stop it, because that would take the Glory out of the Creator's gift of Free Will, and the Glory out of the trauma's Survival. I exist to stand in the balance to ensure its transcendence. See the strength of that woman, to live through that! The Inconquerable, Indestructable Woman-- that is the true meaning of Virgin. Just as Christ restored the Throne of Bride/Holy Grail Magdalene, releasing her from shame, so too My Love ensures no woman is defeated by this. There are women who have gone through these atrocities and more that still have good character, still find joy and self-esteem, still take care of their children, still don't "twerk by the milk", still don't manipulate men financially, still don't look for government handouts, still don't numb their minds with Love and Hip Hop but instead...still....we.... LOVE-- in the Christ-like, the Buddah-like, the Virgo-like, the Oshun-like sense of Unconditional Love as service to Mankind (shout-out to all my humanity-serving Virgos). Women who go on from rapes and don't just sit on the couch, on food stamps, feeling like the victim but who have business of their own, who get involved with the UN, who visit other countries to hear other women's stories and teach them how to Survive and transcend. Women who don't dry up like a raisin in the sun, her dream deferred. Women who don't hate all men and even all other women because they feel betrayed. But women who are brave and bold enough to Open AGAIN, to Trust again, to Love again, and allow themselves pleasure and give pleasure to others. Women who put a kind smile on to strangers spreading joy frequencies to triumph over the pain instead of the woman sitting behind the McDonald's counter or the doctor's office front desk popping gum stoically and rolling eyes and customers like they owe her something.
The Triumph Of A Heart....is what I AM. The glimmer of hope in every tragedy, the Will to Live that propels forward in any danger, the star still twinkling in the darkest sky, the One Good Memory even the most traumatized individuals can cling to and know the possibility of Peace. I AM the Promise of Peace, the promise of the sweet taste of water after crossing the desert-- I AM the assurance of Spring, I AM the infinite potential of pleasure. I AM the reason to wake up, the thing that makes life worth living. I AM the best reason you can think of NOT to kill yourself, the friend that makes you step back from that ledge, the best meal you ever had that you would request before the Last Mile.
I AM that sweet kiss of redemption when you pray at your deathbed. I AM the gold faerie dust of pollen, fallen over everything proving Life will always endure, renewed, and seeds planted will always take root.
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Affirmations for Manifestation
I am powerful beyond measure
my abilities and talents are endless
i am an intelligent and passionate, creative beacon of Light in the world around me
i am helpful and generous, compassionate and encouraging
i am love itself, loving and loved
i am irresistable and contagious in my joy
i give, receive, project, and reflect happiness, peace, and enthusiasm
i am purposed and guided by an elevated self towards a miraculous destiny that will impact many
i am worthy, i am valuable, i am priceless
i am paradise
i am abundance
I am heaven on earth
i am the sexiest and most desireable and most desired i've ever been
with every breath, my confidence, joy, and beauty expands
i am exactly the person i want to be
i am more attractive every day
i do exactly what is responsible, beneficial, and helpful with my resources and wealth
my body is a clean and inviting temple of purity, cleanliness, order, and bliss
I am a fearless vessel for spirit
i welcome the gifts of the spirits to speak through me
i am confident and courageous, bravely embracing all of myself and bravely taking advantag of opportunities for expansion
i am always in the right place at the right time ro receive and recognize great blessings that help myself and all i love
i achieve everything i believe
everything i believe is real and manifest
i speak what i want and i have what i desire
i believe in myself
I am adept
I am an Adept
i balance my self confifdence with modesty perfectly
i balance self esteem with gracious humility
i amass great spiritual and material wealth and maintain stability, peace, and a spirit of humbleness
i am resourceful, practical, and endowed with great common sense
i have wisdom, perception, intuition, and insight
i have excellent memory and am articulate, eloquqent with great ideas that will mobilize people
i embrace and accept great opportunities for fun, elevation, learning, and communion
i attract people, opportunities, and events to me that lead me to my greatest potential destiny
i am a master at life
i overcome all obstacles and i master all abilities i am interested in
i am everything i want
i am everything i love
i am everything i need
i am a nurturer and healer to myself and the world around me, including my wonderful children who themselves will be healers and leaders
i accomplish all my goals and i plan them in vivid detail
i make a to do list every day and achieve every objective
i plan my actions for flawless execution, yet i allow myself spontanaeity to embrace ecstatic happenings and magical synchronicities because the universe wants to surprise me with the things i love
what i visualize, i manifest and bring to life
i am healthy in every way
i bring health to everyone around me
i have the wisdom to create my life
i write down my wants, desires, dreams, and needs, and i watch them materialize around me every day
i am alive with energy, vitality, and sexuality
i am strong
i am special
i am beautiful and others love to be around me for my kind heart and engaging conversation
i am a positive, empowering role model for girls and women
i am a beacon of truth and protected by my integrity
i learn by taking risks and i am rewarded with many gifts
every cell of my body works in perfect harmony and ideal capacity
i have more than enough at all times for myself and my loved ones
i have so much i am always able to help others
i am able to feel fear, know it as a motivator and indicator of the right path, and plunge myself into the action anyway
the feeling of fear will always be rpesent to let me know i am strong enough to do exactly what i am faced with
i think young and feel young
i think helathy and feel healthy
i ask as if i expect to get
i am an undeniable talent
i am a necessary voice
my voice is always heard by others in the community and world around me
i have complete faith and trust in the universe
i am treated with love from everyone whose path i come across
i am always safe and i keep my family and children safe
i am a protector and providor
i am a much loved friend and much admired thinker
i am embraced by wonderful, powerful, positive, successful, wealthy people
i love being surrponded by intelligent, smart, intellectual, artistic, creative, spiritual, and prosperous people.
i love knowing that i amm a writer of words that move and inspire others
i am so thankful that my ideas fill books and i am a published author of best selling manuals
i help others
i love myself
i love my life and enjoy it more by the minute
i am capable and worthy of love
i overcome any falsely perceived
i learn more and earn more
i am an asset
i am a business
i own business
i balance family, career, and recreation in my life
every aspect of my life delights me
i am so blessed to do everything i love
i am so blessed to do what i enjoy and get paid for it
i am so blessed that i have learned so many valuable skills for holistic healing
i build self esteem and confidence in others
i give and receive so much positive energy
every day i am happier and happier
every day i am healthier and healthier
every day i am free
i choose to be happy and i deserve to be happy
every day is full of joy, rest, and contentment
every day i do evxactly what i want to do as much as i want to
i am so thankful all of my needs are met
i am so grateful i have love to give
i am so grateful i attract only happy, whole, fulfilled people
i am so grateful i attract only ecstatic, uplifting, fun, passionate, safe, and exciting occurances
i am grateful for everyone who has touched my life and made it worth living
being happy and rich comes second nature to me
i have always been destined for prosperity
everything always works out for me
everything always ends up right and happy for me
i look at the positive aspect of every experience
because i exist, the world has more love in it today
every day i breathe, i radiate love that defeats all violence and evil in the world
happiness is a journey i immerse myself fearlessly and wholly in every day
i am happy
i am healed
i am a blessing
every day my life improves in every wayi am always safe
my spiritual guides protect, support, and bless me every step and moment of my life
every moment is filled with moving beauty
every breath i inhale fills my body with purity, strength, power, and healing
i have abundance to spare and to share
i am motivated
i am a go getter
i am an achiever
i am a lover
i am an artist
i am a freedom fighter
i a m a liberator
i am a leader
i am a teacher
i am a student
i am a master
i am a success
i am a testimony
i live in the moment
i am present
I AM
i release the need to feel approval from others and instead know with gratitude i am amazing and everyone wants to be around me and experience my energy
all that i give is returned to me in many wonderful forms
i am in the position to live the life i want
i joyfully accept blessings of joy and abundance
i radiate happiness and peace
today is rich with opportunities and i open my heart to receive them
my mind is clear and i always make the right choices
i understand how billionaires and successful people think and i think accordingly and attract their success to me
i deserve all the joy i can imagine
joy and laughter overflows from me and everyone around me loves my enthusiasm
i radiate passion and sensualitiy
i am a child of Love; I reflect luxury and sensuality and everyone is attracted to me
the healing of my womb is the healing of all wombs
the healing of my heart is the healing of all hearts
the healing of my mind is the healing of all minds
i have power; i am power
i am fluid, living in the moment
my partner is the love of my life and center of my universe
i receive reciprocal, mutual love, attraction, passion, arousal, and committment from my lover, partner, mate, and spouse
i love my children unconditionally and immeasurably; they are secure knowing their mother wants and enjoys them
my children and secure and trust in me, excited that they have such a special, fun, and comforting mother
my home is a home my family and i are safe and cozy within, with an abundance of land and yard for growing medicinal herbs fruits and vegetables, and healing, cool, fresh, water flowing through every faucet, surrounded by nature and good-hearted neighbors
i achieve my goals and dreams quickly and delightedly
i am easily able to recall and retain information in my subconscious mind
i am free from mind control, programming, and brainwashing, by subliminal triggers that are of any nature that i do not resonate with
i am free from trauma and defeat
i am a survivor, a victor, and Queen of all around me
i only hold onto beliefs that support me , confirm my ori, and make me feel Divine
i am the God in me; if i love the Divine, I love myself
i create my own luck
i remain humble
the most important thing in my life is love, humility, and peace
i can now create any reality i visualize
these affirmations will create thought patterns that will bring me to success
these affirmations are now giving me massive success and manifesting what i desire
all i need is within me
i am now filled with faith, certainty, and confidence
i am now confident and assertive
my passion is contagious
my ideas are groundbreaking
others will pay me for what i know
others will seek me out from far and wide for positive reasons and for positive acknowledgement
i am famous rather than infamous
i am well-loved for positive deeds and contributions
i am a Light Worker
my gratitude is strong and sincere
my face now exudes serenity and confidence
other perceive that i know exactly who i am and what i'm doing
others perceive me as helpful, encouraging, and wonderful to be around
i am popular for positive reasons
i am well loved in my family and community
i am alert, refreshed, and completely relaxed every moment of every day
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